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April 9, 2009 · Leave a Comment

HAPPY 34TH ANNIVERSARY DAD & MUM!!!

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Free.

April 9, 2009 · Leave a Comment

I’m…kind of free.

I’ve been working on this thing and debugging for so long and finally I got it figured out so damn do you know how good it feels to have it completed and delivered even though now all I do at work is surfing facebook and reading blogs wtf. Halfway through probably last few weeks I feel so tortured like imma die I so wish I can quit right there and then and find a guy and get married and don’t have to work and can dump all my work aside and don’t care shit and paly mahjong and shopping and do facial and drink hi-tea everyday. god what am i talking about. has my mum raised me to be such incompetent being wtf. no everything I said is a joke. never in my life I thought I’d do nothing at home even though it might feel good the 1st few days but then i’d feel very useless. I’m too smart to be living my life wasted like that.

okay i digressed.

My point is, I’m quite free now.

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Movie Weekend.

April 6, 2009 · 1 Comment

Sigh I haven’t fixed my PC yet. But Nick already passed me the Harddisk Casing and cable that I can use to transfer the data out before I format the whole PC sigh what if I cannot find the PC drivers then no audio then HOW. Fuck this shit lah I hate doing all these things.

Last weekend is….tiring.

I watched Shinjuku Incident, Knowing and Fast & Furious 4.

Shinjuku Incident sucks shit. I don’t know what the fuck the whole movie is trying to show. It’s not TOO BAD lah but it’s…bad enough. So don’t even bother wasting 10 bucks to watch in cinema. Download it okay.

Knowing. Beginning and Middle is pretty okay. Esp when Lucinda is locked underground scratching the door with numbers. The movie is good up until the part where Nicholas Cage found the meaning of the numbers. Anything after that, total crap. The ending of the movie is tragic..a bit WTF feeling. I was told that the tree is called ‘Tree Of Life’. I googled it up and according to the bible, the tree has the potential to grant immortality to Adam and Eve, in Proverbs where it’s a simile for a blessing. So I assume the tree is gonna help the kids to reproduce and create another earth with human la I guess.

Fast & Furious 4 is by far the best out of all 3 I think. Maybe because I have no expectation like I already know the movie is about racing, cars and girls in bikini and stuff. Which is why when the movie ended I think it’s okay lah. I forgot FF3 hmph did FF3 show that Paul Walker is a cop because I was surprised to see him in FF4 as a cop. What’s disappointing is not much cool cars sigh all old ones maybe those old ones are damn keng but I only look at the car lah not the engine. Best is the Skyline 34. That also it came out A WHILE only lah.

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Q1 Birthday Celebration and Botak Chin

April 2, 2009 · 5 Comments

Last week is horrible! I had high fever and the doctor actually gave me a 2 days MC haha don’t know for what I not working also. I was actually already considering to void the flight tickets coz I’m so sick I can’t even walk. I slept the whole afternoon off probably for 6 hours with my thick comforter without FAN in my ROOM but still feeling cold can you imagine how hot is it in the afternoon ya allah. Then I mustered whatever last bit of strength I have and showered then HuiYien chauffered me to the airport and I flew down to KL anyway.

The 1 hour flight is horrible I tell you my head has this stinging pain I wanted to cry and shout and force the plane to land immediately..where I don’t care I just want to land already!!!!!

Slept the whole night off…fever gone, head still pain but starts vomitting. Even drinking plain water also I vomit it out and it’s horrible because I haven’t eaten in 2 days and I have nothing to vomit so the feeling of nothing to vomit sucks. Step brought me to the doctor..AGAIN…and he gave me injection for all the vomitting. The injection numbs my whole hand and it’s so pain I can barely lift my arm! dammit I think it’s a trick.The doctor is just trying to divert my attention from the head pain by giving me another even more pain arm injection. *tsk

I flew down to Singapore the next day and recovered. Pills working blah blah blah just a bit weak coz I haven’t eaten so Pat brought us all out for makan and I tried to eat as much as I can coz even walking also I felt like fainting. No energy wtf.

Doctor say it’s Viral Infection. I say it’s bullshit lah everytime they cannot find the cause they just say it’s Viral Infection.

Okay anyway….

GUESS WHO THIS IS

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AHAHAHAHAH BOTAK CHIN AHAHAHAHA Imagine my surprise when I see him seriously I wanted to just end our friendship that day wtf. He was caught with a prostitute and was jailed for a day before they released him on a bail and after shaving his head off.

Ohh We also celebrated the Jan/Feb babies birthday.

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CUPCAKES! from Cupcakes4U. And its based in Penang. All the while I thought only KL has the good stuff coz they have CuppacakesByWondermilk and all the good stuff la right. This thing is home-based, they don’t have a shop so everything has to be ordered beforehand.

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Me looking at the designs coz very surprised to see cupcakes in Penang.

BTW

Like I always say when I first arrived in Penang few years ago, I felt PG people are all trapped in that small island and felt that they’re the greatest already you know? Agree? Do you agree with me? It’s like there’s a lot of things that they don’t know!

For example, yesterday people are so amazed with the cupcakes like theynever see it before and someone even said “eh what’s that? Muffin ah? Why got drawings wan”

Sigh..

Okay digress abit..

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+Young kept taking photos and Kevin acting macho there don’t know for what trying to shoo people away from taking photo.haha.

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Happy BIrtdhay!!! To ShuShan & PeySuan & FatBoySlim.

They bought these special candles where its really hard to blow out the candle coz the fire kept coming back so everyone just blow blow and blow so gross all the saliva in the cupcakes already wtf.

And we all shouted “Shushan BLOW BLOW BLOW HARDER LAH” to which she reply “不可以啦。 吹了还是站会起来”

-_-” haha.

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I climbed Mt Kinabalu.

March 29, 2009 · 1 Comment

I just got off the plane. I’m on the road so much I’m all drained almost like I just climbed Mt Kinabalu dammit. Did I? Did i climb Mt Kinabalu? Maybe I did. Else who can explain that aching body I’m having now sigh.

My PC is still not fixed so let me just post a picture entry now. Can’t retrieve any photos from there. These photos below are from the last weekend.

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#1 I took Aeroline bus down to KL one weekend. It costs me RM55 bucks, almost twice the price of a normal bus. Normal as in non double decker.

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#2 The seat is pretty wide and quite comfortable and it’s adjustable, almost like the in flight seats.

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#3 The journey is going to take 5 hours so I brought my trusted old Ipod.

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#4 There’s an individual remote attached to every seat. Useless for me. And it sucks that I don’t have an individual LCD screen and everyone has to share a big one in front of the bus and there’s this big guy sitting in front of me so I can’t see shit.

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#5 “Ayamas” is provided in the package as dinner. Seriously when I open the tupperware I actually only saw rice like wtf the chicken is so little hidden at the corner i can’t see also wtf. sigh beggars can’t be choosers. They also gave me 1 bottled mineral water and 1 cup of hot milo.

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#6 This is KL Sentral at noon. Empty. Boring.

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#7 Checked in. Boarding pass in hand. 2 hours early at the airport.

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#8 Roamed around looking for Mcdonalds only to find that I don’t have a single Singapore Dollar in hand =(

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#9 There’re these trees inside the terminal claimed to be don’t know how many hundred years if i didn’t misread the board.

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#10 Shopped at my favorite shop because I can’t afford manolo. Oops. So now who wanna make my favourite their favourite hahahah.

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#11 Then went into Nike. Looking for a new jogging shoe since I started exercising now and the old shoes kinda hurt my feet.

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#12 Got online for a while. But has a 10 minutes limit. So I kept getting disconnected. And this weird Caucasian lady next to me kept peeping at what I’m surfing so I left after a while.

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#13 Searching for my gate.

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#14 Found! I’m the first 5 at the gate. The air stewardess were walking in front of me to the plane. Just to prove how early I am.

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#15 I looked at the cockpit for almost 30 minutes until they say I can board.

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#16 yayyy..ready to board!

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#17 Pink roses in full bloom!

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#18 Smellssss goooooooood.

This week I need to get the harddisk casing and fix my PC. I’m suffering without PPS my god. And did I tell you about THE FEVER!!!!

But lazy now. Tell you later. TIDUR NOW PENAT

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SICK!

March 26, 2009 · Leave a Comment

I just got back from KL last few days and damn Penang weather is unbearable. It’s so hot I nearly melt. Tonight I’m flying down to KL again and will be leaving for Spore on Friday. All these travellings have finally taken its toll on me.

Your Highness is officially sick now. I felt my whole body muscle is aching yesterday and I thought I must be really tired so I went to bed early. Woke up again at 4 in the morning with a fever. Grabbed a bottle of water and finished the whole thing. Turned off the aircond and forced open the windows for some fresh air. Wet a tower with the ice cold water and put on my forehead. TRIED to go back to sleep but to no avail.

Sigh

Fever sucks you know?

I was thinking it might be not from the travellings. Might be from the orange+tomato juice I drank yesterday. My body must be resisting that alien tomato in me.

OR

Must be from all the gym visits. Yes ME has started exercising again after a long long looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong (okay u get the idea) time.

After this weekend I’ll stay in bed and take a real good nice rest, drink hot chocolate and watch Jurassic Park for the whole day.

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Music is your own experience, your thoughts.

March 25, 2009 · 2 Comments

I have a set of playlists that I truly adored. Songs that I play 24/7.

But something happened last year. I have to put up with the biggest joke ever. Listening to those songs somehow reminded me of things I didn’t even want to think about. So I stopped listening altogether. Not even once. I don’t even want to look at those song names so I moved them into another folder. You know how they always say music is what feelings sound like?

Plenty of times over these last 1 year that I tried to open up iTunes and listen to them again. I failed terribly. I did not only couldn’t listen to them, I end up having these bitter heart the whole day. Tthings that I did not want to be reminded off somehow managed to crawl a little bit back to me everytime I hear these songs.

And I hated it.

Today,

Today I opened up iTunes.

Today I tried to play one of the song.

Even though the unpleasant feeling is there, it wasn’t that bad. It’s tolerable. I didn’t stop right there and then. I let iTunes play all of it. The whole playlist. Every single song. And the more I listen to it, the more comfort I found in everything. It’s still bitter, but they’re good memories.

So today, I made it. I’m happy I’m able to put things back without feeling like crap or like it’s like the end of the world. I dug out my iPod which I already stuck at somewhere in the closet. Recharge it and have it with me all the time.

I have to thank someone for getting me through this. And we all know who the person is =).

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How to exit Windows Installation?

March 23, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Aiyo I just screwed up my home PC again sigh why like that!!

I wanted to install the Language thing so I can view Chinese characters because right now I can’t type or read Chinese characters and it sucks because that’s what getting in my way of having a full PPS installation argh!! I tried to just install the Language part but it kept failing. I ended up trying to “Repair” Windows installation using my friend’s Windows XP installer.

Half way through it aborted and kept restarting the PC on its own. I tried to EXIT the installation but it doesn’t allow me to. Everytime it restarts it goes back to the blue setup page and kept installing and restarting and installing for the millionth time.

1. I tried restarting in Safe Mode. It says “Failed to setup in Safe Mode”.

2. I tried booting from CD the installer. It goes back to the blue irritating setup page then continue the whole aborting and restarting cycle.

3. I tried booting with “Last KNown good Configuration”. It goes back to that freaking blue irritating blue setup screen.

BASICALLY NOTHING WORKS YA ALLAH HELP ME PLEASE. Anyone knows how to exit the installation and let me go back to my happy “un-Chinese-d” Windows? Now I can’t do anything with the PC can’t even open Notepad. All I see is the blue setup screen =(

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Some of you may have noticed that I removed the previous post about copy-cats and asked me about it. Well, I didn’t want people to misunderstand the entry okay because it’s totally unrelated to myself or any of my friends..except maybe coughMichellecoughcough. Ya obviously la wtf I actually wrote her name there and I wonder why people around me would think I’m secretly talking about them.

sigh.

poeple are just too senstive nowadays so perasan la don know for what I’m not even taking about them. I have no idea why they even bother and think there’s a need to come and tell me that they do this do that buy this buy that because of blah blah blah so I don’t misunderstand that they’re COPYING.

But it’s funny though. Not just 1 or 2 who came and “explain” things but quite a handful!

So please please there’s no need for all these. I don’t even have anything for you to copy I’m such a dork without any fashion taste or whatever taste la. I’m not even talking about people I know in the 1st place. That copy-cat is just someone I don’t personally know so I’m sorry I shouldn’t write about it but because Mic talk about her so much and I malas want to blog so I just write her unfortunate story lah haiya

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Aiya who cares about all these copycats.

I ONLY CARE ABOUT MY PC MY WINDOWS MY BELOVED PPS INSIDE NOW I CAN’T WATCH JURASSIC PARK LAH HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW =(

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In City.

March 16, 2009 · 2 Comments

flew..yet again. And I was so bored I had to play mahjong haha. But dammit I lost to the 3 computer mahjonger! Lost terribly okay couldn’t believe it.

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#1 Played the whole journey. Until I forgot to eat the chicken sandwich.

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#2 My trusty old bag and delta airline tag which has followed me for years and everywhere.

I stay in this place called Peninsula in KL which was quite fantastic.

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#3 The entrance. The kitchen and the dining table.

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#4 Next to the dining table is the sliding door to the bathroom which is connected to the bedroom. And on the left is the walkway to the bedroom and living room.

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#5 The walkway wall is covered with mirrors. And don’t u miss my shameless camwhore photos for so long haha.

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#6 Then I reach the sliding wood door which leads into the bedroom. Which I can see straight out to the living room from the bed.

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#7 Ta daa! Bed! Okay if you noticed, living room is not the only place I can look straight at. But also the BATHROOM.

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#8 See? The little glass there doesn’t have curtain or shades or anything to cover. So you can practically see whoever’s inside. OPEN CONCEPT. That’s what it’s all about huh? =)

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#9 There’s a little jacuzzi tub there beside the shower. But I didn’t use it. Coz I couldn’t even find time haha.

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#10 Oh hello iz me! again!

I bought the internet card but I haven’t even use it YET.

I haven’t been doing proper posts at all lately. But I’m trying to update as often as I can because the photos are overloaded okay from last year wtf I’m so god damn backlogged.

But I’m happy now! Veryveryberry happy. One day I’ll tell you all about it!

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Peninsula Residence All Suite Hotel

10, Jalan Semantan, Bukit Damansara,

50490 Kuala Lumpur.

(603) 2084-1515

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Look Ma! It’s Spring!

March 15, 2009 · 1 Comment

So I’m tired and the whole weekend was spent out and about. I was barely at home. I wanted to sleep early today so let me present you with some photo.Haha. photos speak louder than words.

Obviously I didn’t take these great photos. Joe did so I stole from him. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind right Joe right haha

I came back to Penang last 2 week from KL and saw all these! Along the road to my friend’s place! (I think I see the flight attendant more than my own family wtf I flew so much like crazy)

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#1 This is EVERYWHERE like EVERYWHERE I’ve worked here for years and I’ve NEVER seen these. NEVER seriously! NEVER!!! SPRING IN PENANG! SPRING. PURPLE AND WHITE EVERYWHERE AND PINK SO EXCITED SO PRETTY..

ok enough with the caps you can sense i’m excited enough right wtf

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#2  Okay. THese photos didn’t do the SPRING any justice at all. THE WHOLE FREAKING ROAD IS FULL OF PURPLE AND WHITE FLOWERS OKAY

Oh wait let me dig through my gmail and find some forwarded emails. I remembe I saw tons of them

Lookie!!! These photos are NOT taken by me. It’s from some forwarded photos taken by some enthusiastic photographer. SO don’t sue me thanks.

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#3 WHOLE.FREAKING.ROAD

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#4 Up close of the purple trees

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#5 Up close of the White ones.

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