it’s all about the focal

i’m so damn slacking right now i’m not doing what i should be doing eargh too many temptations around wtf

anyway we got all our focals and decided to go out and have a mini “celebration”. well after all, you worked hard the entire year just to see that number right. whether or not the number is satisfying i think it’s worth a toast.

if i’m not happy with it, simple right? work harder. if you’re satisfied so? u still need to work hard. so whats the difference wtf

okay i don’t know what i’m babbling now

steamboat! everything started off clean

the people who have focals worth celebrating for

you wouldnt want to see the end result. because we’re all not good cook the entire hot plate was all BUTTER OIL like SOUP okay i’m so grossed out but i ate also because what the heck right it’s not everyday i eat fattening food

but i got home feeling SO GUILTY i can feel all the fats inside my body building up wtf

earth hour 2008

i’m surprised so many people around me are not aware of earth hour. why la guys Mother Earth needs more attention wey

so when i tell people to turn off their lights everyone was like “you?? so alert of environmental issues? it’s so unlike you!”

hello. i’m WWF volunteer okay wtf

anyway, if u’re not aware

“On March 29, 2008 at 8 p.m., join millions of people around the world in making a statement about climate change by turning off your lights for Earth Hour, an event created by the World Wildlife Fund.

Earth Hour was created by WWF in Sydney, Australia in 2007, and in one year has grown from an event in one city to a global movement. In 2008, millions of people, businesses, governments and civic organizations in nearly 200 cities around the globe will turn out for Earth Hour. More than 100 cities across North America will participate, including the US flagships–Atlanta, Chicago, Phoenix and San Francisco and Ottawa, Montreal, Toronto and Vancouver.

We invite everyone throughout North America and around the world to turn off the lights for an hour starting at 8 p.m. (your own local time)–whether at home or at work, with friends and family or solo, in a big city or a small town.”

so actually its only in North America. But everytime earth hour happens i would turn off the light. i believe many people all around the world will do the same too.i didn’t want to be home alone so i came to starbucks. surprisingly starbucks participated too and they turned off their lights now. way to go Starbucks! 

when they tell me they’re turning off the light for 1 hour and wanted to apologize for “any inconvenience” i was like are u kidding? u don’t have to apologize!!

of course we don’t only do this during earth hour people. but every baby steps count. we all should do our part everyday and make Mother Earth a better place to us to live in. yeayy…

a very wasted saturday

people people, the previous post was a quote from grey’s anatomy. i forgot to mention that and it has nothing to do with my life lol -_-” i don’t have a guy to fight for like that wtf

i’ve become so hardworking lately. woke up 15 minutes earlier on workdays to make pancakes for breakfast. yala yala i’m a pancake lover like that when i go to US it’s like heaven because pancakes are everywhere. except video cafe which is always out of blueberry pancake coz it’s not in season. the best best best pancake is the organic cafe in Seattle which is mouth watering yummy yummy also a endless toppings of berries yum

flour egg and water mixture which became

ok i know it didn’t look very very good but it is good okay wtf and i had to purposely go and buy syrup to go with it.

pancake + a glass of low fat anlene milk = very satisfying breakfast to start a working day boo

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my laptop has hardware failure AGAIN and i sent it in the service centre for rebuilt. the last time my hard disk crashed was 1 day before i leave for US in November. 1 day!!! talk about bad luck. it’s barely half a year and it needs another rebuilt. i think i need a new laptop boss!

ok anyway friday i couldn’t work because they couldn’t loan me a laptop. so i went pool-ing with the guys

bwahahaha we won 4-2 so i get free dinner boo

but i will never EVER step in to that same pool place anymore because of the malfunctioned air-con and so many people smoke inside. we were sweating like pig okay wtf

me and Kevin, while waiting for the elevator

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you’ve got mail!

look what i’ve got in the package today

i actually have no idea what it is

but it is cuteeeee <3

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yesterday night was crap i was sooooooooo wasted. i puked so much that i thought i’m going to puke my intestine out wtf so the thing is i was so thirsty okay and i couldn’t find any coke lying around. 15 minutes and i’m a gone case wtf so embarassing la!! no more image ady *sob

i slept and woke up and slept and woke up and finally woke up at 4 in the afternoon. my stomach felt soo empty and i couldn’t make myself to go out and find food

and Shu boiled me ginseng chicken soup herbs

the right food at the right time <3

*burp i drank everything *burp

it’s your choice

Okay.. here it is. Your choice, it’s simple. Her or me. And i’m sure she’s really great. But, I love you… in a really, really big… pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. so pick me. choose me. love me.

face.book

there’re so many of these things mushrooming like friendster facebook and a lot more unknown ones which i’ve been getting invitation from my friends

i don’t always spend time on these things like i think these stuff are so useless right. esp when one of my ex bfs deleted me from his friendster as one of his many attempts to cut all relations with me wtf then i stopped logging in to all this friendster multiply etc etc coz i think it’s so childish la

if not because my friend asked me to login to facebook to check out her new bf i would have forgotten i even had an account

i don’t know if facebook is really that complicated or i’m just plain dumb. because it’s hella confusing to me? i have almost 250 application requests. take a likeness quiz take a movie compatibility quiz get a drink get a drink from Top Friends request to hug you request to poke u request to play poker buy or sell your friends buy a pet you’ve been bitten by a vampire bite back wtf

like whatever shit u can think of seriously. so after an hour trying to figure out how all these applications work, i finally

give up

now i’m just going to put facebook to approve add friend request. that’s all i’m gonna do.

washington fuji

today when i was driving back from dance practice, suddenly there’s this car with 2 chinese guy inside driving very close to me on my left side. so i thought they’re trying to give me a piece of their mind because i’m driving rather slowly like at 40km/hr. i ignored them but they’re still going at the same speed with me and i can feel they kept looking at me. i know i’m pretty and all but there’s seriously no need to do so (wtf) i looked over and gave them the super tulan face i can ever squeeze out of myself. they then start to honk me like repeatedly. are u freaking kidding me chinese boy. so i gave them the ultimate middle finger wtf then they started to point in front and then point at their lane.

turns out they’re actually good people trying to tell me i’m driving on the opposite side of the road -_-”

seriously if i was in their place, if u think i would still try to save your pathetic little ass after u showed me your one finger salute. think again.

this has got to top the dumbest thing i’ve done whole week wtf

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anyway YES i’m back to dancing all revived now wtfand we have a new studio now. there’s a church downstairs and the studio is actually the church’s. they made it for sean so we could practice there weee

i did not have a photo but here’s a random accidental video taken at the studio of sean playing a fool lol coz the choreograph is for girls wan kot..but we’re..just..damn…lazy…

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washington apple is the SHITZ now i tell you i thought fuji apple is the best but sorry fuji, u’re no where near washington.

but this is like 2 bucks per apple okay !!! i’m going bancrupt. linus said this is like 30 cents in US wtf

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JY’s Lily! the guys too free okay keep taking the flowers and play around

i did take one with the lily but i look like all kinds of shit so i’m not going to post it up boo

KooZA

if you haven’t heard of Cirque Du Soleil, then where have you been? living in the cave all this while wtf

i think i first got to know Cirque way before when i watch CSI because one of the episodes were showing the crime scene in Cirque lol wtf

and then when i go to Vegas there’re so many advertisements around every hotels, KA at MGM Grand, ‘O’ at Bellagio, Mystere at Treasure Island, Zumanity at NewYork NewYork. these are the only shows that i know.

i kept requesting for the guys to go for KA when we were in Vegas but they weren’t very enthusiastic about the idea either because they haven’t heard of Cirque or they think it’s too expensive wtf and i was SO DISAPPOINTED

so when i was invited to the Kooza show in SF, i was thrilled, excited, euphoric, exuberant, excited. did i say excited already wtf i was beaming from ear to ear and it’s dream come true better than sex what do you know wtf

“KOOZA tells the story of The Innocent, a melancholy loner in search of his place in the world. KOOZA is a return to the origins of Cirque du Soleil: It combines two circus traditions – acrobatic performance and the art of clowning.”

our tickets!

we didn’t take any photos at all *sob sob so all the photos below are from Cirque website. trust me i was there!!!

Contortion. where 2 girls actually danced in unison and their bodies are like rubber. you wouldn’t be able to believe some of their movements wtf its like their body are not attached to their head and their hands legs are not attached to their body.

Solo Trapeze. this girl is the only member from the whole Cirque community who graduated high school.

Unicycle Duo. not very interested but they do fine. it’s all about balance baby!

Juggling. the very classic circus act, only that this one is like a gazillion times better like he can throw anything up and catch whatever shit that comes down so quick that my eyes and brain can’t catch up. and the lady beside him does nothing except coming out once in a while dancing and pass him more stuff like that keh leh feh hurhur

Highwire. 3 of them cycled from left to right then right to left with like a long bamboo stick and the 3rd guy is like balancing on top of the other 2. amazing wtf

these are the few that i remember very clearly. there’re a couple of acts more and there’re a lot of comical acts and singings and dancings.

i had my hands clasped so tightly the entire show because every act was so heart pounding! you would be so scared that they fall because some of them don’t have the safety wires tied to them like that wtf and omg the huge sigh of relief everytime an act is done successfully pheww

i forgot how long the show is but there were intervals in between which is quite long and we had to play domino.

i wanted to buy some souveniers and goodies from the store after the show but i totally forgot about it because someone kept complaining and complaining and complaining that “Wheel Of Death” is cancelled boo WOD oh WOD it’s a pity we didn’t see you because we heard you’re supposed to be the best okay and kel actually go and ask the guy why is WOD not shown and then kept sulking when the guy said “subject to change” lol why is he so cute <3

REGRETS okay boo i would have bought anything at any price because i wanted to prove to people that i was there okay since i didn’t take any photo at the site wtf so sad

i can’t wait for my next Cirque show until i finish all of them or until i go bancrupt wtf

iron chef

have u ever experienced an anxiety attack?

pounding heart.accelerated heart rate.trembling.short of breath.chest pain.dizzy.nausea.choking.feeling like u just wanna die?

i used to have all these. pretty often i must say. i reckon it was due to work stress and bullshits like that. but i haven’t had those in a long long time. since i learnt how to live life happy wtf

yesterday night

i had the biggest panic attack EVER. i dozed off with grey’s anatomy playing on the monitor screen (of which if you know me, i have to watch greys in order to sleep and let it play the entire night till the morning), my glasses still on and a copy of “golden compass” in my hands around… 11pm? 12 midnight?

then suddenly i startled and woke up. it was quiet. the room was quiet. grey’s is not playing. i felt so scared and it’s like what the hell is going on? why is grey’s not playing? my heart pounded so hard so fast so furious i thought it’s going to make a hole and drop out of my body WTF i jumped off the bed and quickly click play on my laptop. and i hopped back to my bed feeling so odd, my hands were shaking i couldn’t think sanely and why is my room so damn quiet!!!!

ok anyway i was back to normal 5 minutes after that, glanced over at the clock. 3.53am. i closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

how weird

anyway,

back to what i wanted to blog about

it was supposed to be a small potluck dinner for good friends to sit around and enjoy a quiet night in.

somehow it turned into a major cooking competition -_-”

let me first show you the iron chefs wtf

FatBoySlim, Junn, Jes, Linus, Shu, yours truly, Pey

now the contenders wtf

FatBoySlim – Salmon

FatBoySlim – MeatBall

FatBoySlim – don-know-what chicken which he cheated by buying from Giant wtf

Pey – egg with otak-otak

Shu – Honey Pork Rib

Linus – spring roll which is an extremely good appetizer and of which me and shu are trying to steal the recipe from

Jes – Curry Fish impressive

Junn – organic tofu wtf

Junn – vege. don know for what. lol

mine – pai kuat wong wtf pork okay ehem ehem and FatBoySlim keep challenging me and he didnt believe i cooked wtf excuse me i can cook okay

and the black bean soup from Shu which we had to carry the whole pot and walk up the hill for a good 5 minutes and up the stairs blah blah blah before we reach pey’s. very good exercise wtf. all these food are good for 15 person i tell you

us, hungry and very happy with all the food. and another ghost behind FatBoySlim wtf

YEAY toast and thank god for the food and that we are all good cook wtf

me and shu comparing boobs wtf it’s obvious i won hands down

amazing we finished every last bit of food. nouth-watering

stupid Linus just had to take picture because he said me cleaning is a very rare sight wtf how can he say that. i clean all the time okay! X-( i’m the maid at home making sure every piece of marble at home is squeaky clean wtf

and instead of going straight for mahjong (like what we usually do the last 23462346th time we get together), this time we just sit there watch tv and talk okay

what a nice change. but that only lasted 2 hours. then they play mahjong wtf and i just sit there for a good 2 hours just watching. surpsied huh? joan not playing mahjong is like fire without flame. music without soul. vampire without blood wtf

redBox

McDreamy did the McNasty with McHottie? That McBastard!

AHAHAH wtf she took my McDog and now she has my McLife and i’m with McVet WTF

you are McVirgin wtf

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redbox karaoke visit because these people can’t wait to show their talent wtf

isn’t the room a little bit too big for 8 person

KokWei, YYY singing and singing and singing, Linus, Shu

and singing again

Jes, AiYin, Pey all wrapped up like bak zhang because it was too chilly inside

there’re no photos of me because i look like all kinds of shit

hot chocolate and chickadees

thanks for the calls people i feel so loved <3 <3 things are rough but i’m handling it. afterall life is short and it does suck most of the time wtf and why are you all so nice T___T

my msn status was “tell me sweet little lies” and almost everyone said i’m sexy wtf except a few sesat ones who said i’m cute , of which i’ve already corrected them and now they echoed i’m sexy. wtf.

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we had a quiet saturday night in pey’s place with a lot a lot a lottttt of food. i don’t have all the photos yet. will post them up once Jes share it to me. coz we COOKED that ehem

this is only 50% of the food can u imagine?? to have me pey shu jes eat this is rather impossible okay luckily we have 3 other saviours wtf

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i have my astro terminated T____T it’s becoming such a financial burden to me. ahh like they say, me cancelling astro means it’s deep shit coz i can never live without one wtf

ok anyway

since i have it terminated, i need to start downloading stuff else i’ll rot right wtf so kevin came over to my place to fix my PC which has been spoilt for more than a yr

YEAY my PC is finally able to boot woohooo…and i paid him 50 cents as a token of appreciation wtf

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i’m a junk food addict when i was a kid. and my dad was always amazed how i’m able to keep eating junk food even when i’m sleeping ehem ehem

anyway dad always referred to all junk food as “chickadees” no matter it was cheezels twisties rota etc etc so me and my sis thought junk food’s synonym is chickadees wtf (or maybe it’s just me)

until one day when i was almost 20 yrs old i found out chickadees is actually one type of junk food

KAK…CHICKADEES AKAKAKAKAK………best

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i’m not only addicted to chickadees (my nightly midnight snack), i’m also all in for starbuck’s signature hot chocolate

i go to starbucks so often the barista knew i wanted hot choc even before i open my mouth to speak wtf and EVERYTIME i visit he never fail to ask if i want grande instead of tall since it’s 1 buck difference. but i did not of course i’m so stingy wtf

a cup of hot chocolate, death cab of cutie playing on iTunes, view of the penang bridge. heavenly.

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i cut my own hair!! coz i can’t afford hair saloons wtf

i gave myself more layers and fringe wtf what an unflattering angle this is a very lousy photo taken of me but i don care. now that u’ve seen the ugliest side of me then i have nothing else to hide wtf

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isn’t this the CUTEST thing ever AHAHA

they’re actually selling this!

if u’d watched grey’s u’d know what i mean. they were ALWAYS going “Seriously? Seriously!!”

ahaha they say a lot of “seriously”-es. bwah..